This is it. This is the end. Someone else will have hit the “Publish” button in WordPress. This is my last blog entry.
I fought so hard for every tiny bit of this life at the end, but I don’t feel like I lost. I didn’t want to go.
People assume I’m a little bit more spiritual than I am, and so you might be surprised to hear that I don’t really have a belief in something specific that happens when you die. I think that might just be it. The end. It would be comforting, as the end nears, to believe in something more concrete: St. Peter at the gate with an assigned cloud number, a reincarnation plan, a transfer into white light and energy.
But I really don’t know. Someone said that whatever you believe happens. So I’m a little worried I don’t believe in anything.
I guess I’d like to be welcomed by those who have died before me.
Josie’s life came to a close on December 3rd at 1:30 am where she died peacefully in her sleep, surrounded by love.
Here is the link to the NYT obituary honoring her life.
https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/04/obituaries/josie-rubio-dead.html